Tuesday, November 8, 2011

A dirge of life



I have been twenty four years on this earth,
Of misery there’s been no dearth.
From childhood I have not been
As others were, I have not seen
What others saw, I could not bring
My passions from a common spring.
My sorrow, I could not awaken
My heart to joy at the same tone;
All I do, I do alone. There is a dawn
From most stormy lives dawn
From every depth of good and ill
The mystery, which binds me still.
From the torrent or the fountain
From the perilous cliffs of mountain,
From the sun that round me rolled
In its autumn tint of gold,
From the lightning in the sky,
All move me to cry.
From the thunder and the storm,
The cloud took the form;
It’s hell in my view
As sorrow breeds success in few.

Limerick- A message to my sister

 
My dear sister, if you are there
Listen to what I have to share.
Being eldest in the family,
I trusted you unduly.
Yet, you ruined the family for your desire.
Dreams shattered beyond repair,
Happiness dissolved in air.
For you are thrilling,
For we’re bewailing-
Thank you for being such fair.
When we are incapable
You made us fallible
It was not my expectation
But you did without exemption
Tear rolls to recount the tale.
No matter if you are happy
Let us fall in abyss and die in ropy.
For giving us life-long trouble
May god bless you double
So, that you don’t get stroppy-

Melancholia


        
The storm in my brain,
Thunder in my whole,
Blazing fire in my heart,
Disturb the peace of my soul.
Life is a hell of suffering,
Torment and misfortune;
Misery rains upon me,
I can’t sing a happy tune.
Dreams shattered beyond repair,
Hopes vanished into thin air;
The more I long,
Troubles prolong,
Emotional depression-
What can I say?-
The deeds of my past life
I reap today.
Sun glow, moon shine
Birds chirps, leaves dance
I look for a ray of hope,
But there is no second chance.
Sorrows add fuel to fire of pain
I long to forget samsara
Take refuge in sleep of death
And dream of nirvana.

The ambience of school and GNH principles




The ethos of Gross National Happiness is very young concepts which is only a wish that is not taken place in action and it has thousand miles to go ahead to achieve it. It is a Universal Model for peace and development. Thus, education is the guiding principle to embark towards fulfilling the aspiration of GNH. Youth and teacher as a nation builder and peace maker, the idea and concept of GNH should uphold from early learning itself. As children have greater role in the future, they must be nursed and immunized with the genes of GNH values. Therefore, the concept and ideology of GNH is now indispensable underlying principles in our curriculum. The school where GNH principles are in practice will be the good centre for teaching and learning (true source of lifelong wisdom). This school will look like an ideal place for learning in the utopia. Teachers are like parents, students are like children and family, their school is safe, caring and supportive environment (absence of abuses, bullies, corporal punishment, gender bias and harassment, etc.) like their home. Principal is the epitome in a good school with GNH visions and takes lead role in building a school with holistic and sustainable development based values. To fulfill the goal of GNH everybody must work with the common goal of living peacefully and making others peace.  Though it sounds quite exigent to follow its principles, but initiative and changes should come from within and understand as an individual, citizen and nation as a whole. We remain in unity for liberty in diversity. So, school is the place where we nurture our citizens of tomorrow and learning must fit forward in line with the principles of Gross National Happiness.









RICH in words poor in DEEDS



B
hutan is a unique nation with its history and culture passed down for generations from the first settlement till date today. After the adoption of modernity as a major change from its long decadences of isolation by opening the country’s doors to the outside world, today nation experiences a drastic advancement in the field of economic development and technology. Though our country is very tiny nation between the two largest nations, India and China but we have a great ruler, kind citizen, rich culture, tradition and such a great political philosophy so called “Gross National Happiness” is the superb seminal vision for one and all. Because of uniqueness in cultural identity, Bhutan is protected from all internal and external instability and celebrated centenary tribute to mark the century of peace and prosperity in Bhutan. Thus, Bhutan is renowned as one of the last Shangri-la to the outside world today.
However, my greatest concern I have is what will be the future of Bhutan? Will it prosper graciously or extinguish its moral propagation is a food for thought for all individual to reflect globally and act locally. Bhutan enjoyed peace and prosperity under the benevolent monarch almost for a century. Yet, visionary king Jigme Singye Wangchuk has provided golden opportunity to its citizen to serve the country as better as possible by transforming into constitutional democratic monarchy. It is indeed a good game for politician, freedom for irresponsible person and rare opportunity for true son of the soil. Influence of western culture and adoption of modernization, sometimes upshots unethical effects on culture and humanity.  Though it is indispensable strategy for economic growth and developmental activities, but gradually, people tends to change their attitudes towards their life, way of living, or lifestyle, way of thinking, consumption priority and so on- People are becoming more complacent, individualistic and devote to materialism. Social issues like corruption, thief and robbery, divorce, rape, murder, unemployment and many other unexpected issues are accentuating one after another and world or society in particular is never a secured place to dwell, as daughter cannot trust her father these days.
Billy Graham, 1963 claims that “We are rich in the things that perish, but poor in the things of the spirits. We are rich in gadgets, but poor in faith. We are rich in goods, but poor in grace, we are rich in knowledge, but poor in character. We are rich in words, but poor in deeds. We say we are rich but in the god’s estimate we are wretched, miserable, poor, blind and naked”.
The quote aptly implies to the phenomenon of human nature. As a social being, we have an ability to judge, examine and comprehend our own thought processes, do’s and don’ts, pros and cons and cause and effect of our life in deeper sense. However, knowingly or accidentally we always follow the false trait rather than what we are suppose to be. God has given only one face and heart to wear for all times. Some tends to act just opposite. People in the past were innocent but they were brave and exhibited the truth through loyalties and worthy patriotic action. They have shed blood and sweats to shape the nation and preserved for future younger generation. But the people of today are becoming more intellectually active influenced by materialistic world but depicts laziness in action. Our intelligence is vindicating in words and poor in deeds. For instance, teachers and students seems more conscious and sensitive about the world around us but teachers are  defeated to practice what they preach, and students are unable to practice what they have learned. The wisdom they posses simply remain idle in beauty of terms and do not bring any change even after knowing most of the genuine facts. Politician and bureaucrats plan a book of policies and strategies but most of them are failing to implement successfully.
Disappearing of our cultural values and its image is another contradictory example, because people just comprehend and talk or write some thing about significance and vitality under four pillar of GNH, but hardly people engage to contribute for promoting and preserving the culture. For example; everyone knows that gho and kira is the national dress of Bhutan but it is becoming just an official dress for the office goers, Schools and institutions that too under compulsion. For rest of the place, be it a formal or informal, people rarely come in our proper national dress, rather displays a fascinating fashion of their consideration. Therefore, there is urgent need of certain system and solutions to keep hold of our culture alive. Otherwise, just someone knowing, speaking and writing will never promote our culture. If you happen to attend a seminar on GNH or visit schools, institutes and public area, definitely one would hear or notice the catchphrase, motto or labels like Green School, Green and Clean Bhutan…wonderful and striking idea. Another wonder I have notice is cleaning, maintenance and setups are carried out infrequently when there is only visits of VIPs and other functional events.   
If the goal of “One Nation One People” adopts by all individual and join hands to preserve and promote our identity, Bhutan will  definitely remain young forever. If the citizens of today are merely popular in saying and don’t act practically, when evils scatters latter, Bhutan will never remain as Bhutan for tomorrow.   Democracy does not mean we have the freedom to act whatever way we like. It is everyone’s responsibilities to safeguard our nation. Bhutan is Buddhist community of the greatest and perhaps most seminal of all Buddhistic deeds. Therefore, trends should not be disappeared or forgotten. Yesterday is gone; we leave today and tomorrow is unpredictable. Let us be rich in words and rich in deeds as well in all things that we confront. Let us be Bhutanese, act as Bhutanese and live as Bhutanese.

Saturday, August 27, 2011


How do I love you?

How do I love you? Let me count the ways.
I love you to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
For the ends of being and ideal grace.
I love you to the level of every day's
Most quiet need, by sun and candle-light.
I love you freely, as men strive for right.
I love purely purely, as they turn from praise.
I love you with the passion put to use
In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith.
I love you with a love I seemed to lose
With my lost saints. I love you with the breath,
Smiles, tears, of all my life; and, if God choose,
I shall but love you better after death.